Alam mo ba na takot akong magmahal? Aside from the fact that I’m still learning how to love myself, one of the reasons why I’m still single is I’m scared to fall in love.
Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ganito ang perspective ko pagdating sa love. I grew up in a loving environment. My parents’ love story is inspiring. Pero takot pa rin akong buksan yung puso ko and let someone in.
Tingin ko kasi masaya lang ang isang relasyon sa simula. But when the honeymoon stage is over, things change. Wala na yung kilig. Takot akong maiwan. I know myself so well. If I like something, I’m more than willing to give my all. But love shouldn’t be based on feelings alone. Because feelings fade and change overtime.
Love is a commitment you make. And I don’t like commitment. But part of me craves to fall in love and be loved someday. Kung darating pa yung someday na yun. Kung hindi man dumating, at least I have my cats. Kidding aside, I’m not scared to be alone. I’ve been alone for 20 something years now, at masaya naman ako.
Ikaw, takot ka rin ba magmahal?
